Will She, Will She Not

This was written, while I was travelling back home. Boring that the journey is, I thought it might help, if I could atleast write things that I can post on my long forgotten blog.  So I am on the relationship analysis spree. I am done with the one between my father and me. Now between me and the girl I so want to tell that I love her.

What do you do, if you just come out of a commitment, half mentally injured and half uncertain about everything that concerns relationships.  And you fall in love with this girl who is a good friend of your ex-girlfriend? Funny- the life is!

Not for me, I suppose. Given that the girl you want to make a part of your life already had a boyfriend! I end up making everything confusing and complex. My life, most of it, I guess. In this case, it isn’t that the boyfriend is a hefty, ‘I’ll-beat-your-soul-outta-your-life-if-you-look-at-my-girlfriend’ kind of guy. Still, I would never like to lose the girl, in question. She is atleast a very good friend for now. I recently tried SMS-ing her to check, if she and the boyfriend are still surviving the long distance relationship (she is studying for her Masters course out of Hyderabad). Unfortunately for me, they are.

Nothing works sometimes. Strangely for a boy of my age, I don’t fall in love with every second girl. I liked this one girl and it happens that even she is committed. And I have this strong chance of losing her, if I confess my love to her. Should I confess or should I not?

Gosh. She is back to Hyderabad to her parents place this Diwali and I will make another attempt. Will again flirt around safely and be her best buddy. Laugh like crazy with her and listen to her non-stop chatter and bitching. God! As I type this out, I can realize how much I love her and miss her.

I am supposed to be feeling lucky (for those who didn’t get it, well, I work for Google). Can I actually get lucky this time? Time (or she) will tell!